No pain no more
there is no darkness
Only “light upon light”
I am sad no more
I am filled with joy
My beloved has come
To live in my heart
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Been asking myself, why I am so lazy lately.. Malas exercise, malas masak, malas kemas rumah, malas nak buat ibadat, malas nak puasa sunat, malas nak baca Al-Mathurat, malas nak tahajud, malas nak baca Al-Quran... segala-galanya malas...
In my condition, I should be very istiqamah bangun malam, solat sunat byk2, puasa, mengaji..because I have a lot to ask from HIM. I am asking the Creator to heal my health condition, to give me Zuriat, to invite me & My mum to Hajj this year, to ease my life in this world and the hereafter, etc..
I am repeatedly asking HIM a favour, tapi sentiasa alpa untuk beribadah padanya... kenapa? What should I do?
The glass panel had actually tilted due to missing scru that was holding the panel |
And the bottles end up on the display cabinet.. |
Estee Lauder - Beautiful, White Linen, WL Breeze, Pleasure, Pleasure |
Dior...Farenheit (men), Poison, Miss Dior, Dune, Eu Savage (men) |
Mix |
Another Mix... |
Yves Rocher .... |
Avon |
My nephew Firdaus, 11 years old, dari kecik lagi ada problen dengan matanya. Apparently his inner eyelid berbiji-biji and hence mata putih dia sentiasa merah kerana bergesel dengan eyelid dia tu..Dan dia juga ada resdong. Pakar mata kata dia allergic, tapi tak tahu allergic apa. Doktor kata dia ni akan membesar ngan doktorlah..That was 3 years back.
After that macam-macam cuba alternative treatments, tapi tak berjaya lagilah. At last pergi doktor balik. And paling teruk this week dia kena sampai mata merah menyala, so his parents took him to Sungai Buloh hospital. Before this kat Selangor Medical Center. Matanya dah berdarah..Dah dua hari berulang-alik to hospital for treatment. Masuk ni dah 4 pakar jumpa, termasuk ke Hospital Mata Tun Husein Onn.
I said to my sister R, ibu dialah kena solat hajat doa banyak2..Kesian dia, minat main bola, sukan..tapi terpaksa stop semua tu cause he cannot be exposed to habuk.
Well, Firdaus, Cik ngah doakan agar Allah sembuhkan sakit Firdaus. Doa banyak-banyak dan mintak sungguh-sungguh ngan Allah...
Last Monday 8th June, was my last Zoladex injection. Masa checkup tu I told Prof that, dah terasa macam takut jer.Takut untuk sakit balik.Prof senyum jer and cakap, tak per kita tak biar lama and ask me to come back before my 3rd period to start the fertility treatment. Jangka start balik period in Sept 09. So I have to go and see him probably in Nov 09.
Then I asked him, what if I want to perform my hajj this comming Hajj season? That is a good idea and so much better, he said. And told me to come after balik haji. Doa banyak-banyak kat sana, he said.
And this is what I have to look forward to, to bring my mum to perform Hajj this comming Hajj season. Pok Cik, my uncle has already submited rayuan, and was saying that, InsyaAllah dapat this year..Kalau ada rezekilah...
Problemnya last year, Hubby gave his green light, tapi tak der rezeki last year.Tak dapat.This year, Hubby said tak payahlah since I will be in treatment. Anyway I did not tell Pok Cik, and Pok Cik dah submit my name in the rayuan tu. So after dah confirmed ngan Prof, now to discuss ngan Hubby pulak.Hopefully he will agree.
Kena doa banyak-banyak ni....
" Ya Allah, aku teringin utk membawa ibuku menunaikan fardhu haji tahun ini bersama dgn adiknya dan adik ipar dan anak sedaranya. Jemput lah mereka menjadi tetamu Mu, sebagaimana Engkau telah menjemput Prof Muhd Kamil . Pilih la kami menjadi tetamu Mu yang paling istimewa, Ya Allah....tetamu Mu yang paling istimewa Ya Allah....tetamuMu yg paling istimewa.
Ya Allah, Kurniakan lah kami kecukupan rezeki. Berikanlah kami kelapangan masa, kesihatan yg baik serta keringanan hati utk melakukan ibadat kepadaMu..."
Amin.....
Masjidil Haram, taken from the bus on 29th May 2008. |