The One with The Outrageous Outstation

Why outrageous? We are in 10 final days for this year's Ramadhan and Hubby had to go to Sabah & Sarawak,  working! He would only come back on Wednesday the 24th August, and I am going back to Kelantan on Thursday morning the 25th August..Look like we have only 1 night to perform Qiam together, the nite of the 25th Ramadhan...InsyaAllah

This year's Ramadhan, Alhamdullilah we managed to spent time together quite often and we are so good and happy most of the days we spent together. This morning we chatted, and I am sooo thankful to Allah that he managed to perform Qiam last nite and he is missing me!!

The chats - sweet... Ya Allah semuga kebahagian kami berkekalan..

I am praying hard so that we can perform Qiam together on the 25th of Ramadhan..and hopefully that can bring us closer together and most importantly bring us closer to Allah Al-Mighty!!

Sabda Rasulullah SAW: “Sehampir-hampir masa seseorang hamba Allah kepada Tuhannya ialah pada waktu tengah malam yang terakhir, maka kalau kamu berminat menjadi seorang dari orang-orang yang mengingati Allah pada saat yang tersebut, maka hendaklah kamu lakukannya.” (At-Tirmizi)

The One with Nuzul Quran 1433

Alhamdulillah, another year went by and we are still together. Every Nuzul Quran of the year, we choose to celebrate our anniversary. Reason? Biarlah Rahsia! My prayer to Allah the great Giver:

Ya Allah Kau yang Maha Agung,

Penuh dengan kasih sayang melimpah ruah, dan

Pemberi perlindungan dan pertolongan,

Kau berikan kesudahan yang baik utk aku dan suamiku.

Pimpinlah kami dengan kalimah syahadahMu di saat akhir kami,

Dakaplah kami dalam kelembutan rahmatMu, dan

Kau berikan yang terbaik bagi kami.

 Ya Allah Ya Rahman

Terimalah kami dalam keredhaanMu, dan

Berikan kami maghfirahMU,

Bagi setiap dosa-dosa dari perbuatan,

Tuturkata atau detik hati.  

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim Ya Wahab,

Berikan kami kekuatan dalam mengharungi kemelut hidup kami,

Ringankan bebanan derita kami dengan kifarah,

Bagi setiap dosa-dosaku yang lampau. 

Ya Allah Ya Baari’ sembuhkanlah penyakit kami ini, dan Anugerahkan kesihatan yg sempurna utkku dan suami.

 Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Wahab,

Anugerahkan dan permudahkan aku dan suami

Untuk mendapat zuriat yg sempurna, yang

Dirahmati, diberkati dan dipelihara oleh MU.

Ya Allah, Kau mudahkanlah yang sukar bagi kami,

Kau lenyapkan kedukaan hati kami dan sayu hati kami.

Ya Allah, Ya Ghaffur,

Ampunkanlah dos-dosa kami,

Berikan keimanan dan kesihatan yang sempurna,

Hati yang khusyu’,  dan

Lidah yang sentiasa berzikir nama-Mu Ya Allah,

Rezeki yang melimpah, halal lagi suci. 

 Ya Allah, lapangkanlah dada kami,

Tenangkanlah kebimbangan kami dan

Berikanlah kesabaran pada kami,

Kurniakanlah kami kebaikan di dunia ini, dan

Kemenangan dengan mendapat ni’mat syurga dan

Keselamatan dari api neraka,

Serta peliharalah kami dari azab siksa kubur dan neraka. 

Amin Ya Rabbil Alamin.

The One with The Iftar 2011/1433

Alhamdulillah, we managed to hold the Iftar for my siblings and relatives on last Saturday. At first I never thought it will happened with Hubby beside me! Thank you Allah, what an achievement! Before that on Friday we went back to Temerloh to have Iftar with his side of the family, the 2nd time this Ramadhan. We went back the 1st day of Ramadhan before this..also something new and nice.

We headed back home on Saturday morning and headed direct to wet market - Pak Lang pasar segar. Hubby finally decided to have tenggiri asam pedas and oxtail sup. Both not my cup of tea! We shopped together, and it was a blessed to me as we seldom managed to do that... It was insignificant to others, but sooooo significant to me...Syukur Ya Allah.

Though the menu was not my cup of tea, I managed to cook them well! It was my first time cooking Oxtail sup, it was a blast!!! Also the asam pedas, cooked it from scratch, usually I would used the pre-prepared frozen asam pedas gravy..I was also a hit!! He he he..I am so proud of myself! Oh yes, I was quite surprise when Hubby stayed that nite when he was supposed to go back to his other house...Again syukur Ya Allah..

As for the pain, almost everyday from the ist day of my period, I had to take the painkillers..I have started to fast again yesterday after 8 days of fasting free! And I didn't take any painkillers this morning during sahur and I hope today the pain would not be so significant and the better is not to surface at all..InsyaAllah with HIS blessing.

All in all I was a blessed and blissful week. Thank you Allah.

The One with Another Sign

Today, the presentation finished early, so we were allowed to go back 15 minutes before the office hours ended. Alhamdulillah, I managed to reached home early and able to bake 2 batches of Raya cookies.

After finishing my baking project, I concentrate on watching a Malay drama series "Suria di Cordoba". Never seen this drama series before... Just as I sat down on my Gintel Massage chair and make myself comfortable, the drama was showing a girl reading her mum's diary...Among other things her mother was narating about her being a miracle baby as doctors had confirmed that her mom was infertile and could not become pregnant. However, Allah knows best and with patient, tawakkal and belief in the concept of 'Kun Fa Ya Kun", her mother become pregnant and showing that "perancangan Allah mengatasi ramalan sains"....

Again, those script brought me back to the concept of never stop praying, miracle do happens if Allah permits and if it is the best for you..So keep on praying.....and Allah listens to HIS servant!!!

I started my period on Saturday the 7th August at about 9am. So as of today I have missed 4 days of fasting. I was in severe pain on Sunday morning, and the best thing was I actually did not feel sad or hopeless! I took my pain medication and tried everything possible to reduce the pain, I was saying to myself, 'bila nak stop sakit ni...' with no feeling of sadness! Alhamdulillah....

So, Mr Pain, you come I fight! No worries!!!!!

The One with the Khazanah dari Syurga

I have been in pain again and now painkillers have become my buddy again. No worries, I have learnt to accept the fate! Last week have been pretty fruitful week I guess! Alhamdulillah..

 

First of all, I have managed to consult Dr R, a homeopathy doctor who is also my colleague! Never knew that she is a homeopathy doctor and I have known her for almost 17 years!!! Been postponing the consultation for months and managed to do so during our BP 2012 Challenge! Fortunately we were sitting side by side..I have started the medication on last Thursday....

The pain of the comming period started on Thursday and follow thru Friday! On Friday, thanks to Allah, I have managed to participate in Solat Tasbih in the office. I was quite late, and the hall was already full of muslimah and I had to wait outside. When the Zohor prayer was about to start I tried to squeez in and Alhamdulillah managed to secure a small place, enough for sujud however I could not Rukuk properly!!

Oh yes, on Thursday nite, while I was busy washing the dishes, I noticed some foul smell, ignoring it I continued washing the dishes and suddenly I noticed that the area near the stove was flooded! Oh my! this never happens before. Contacted hubby and he said that we needed to call a plumber! Since it was already 11pm, I decided to find a plumber the next day..

I contacted the plumber reffered by my friend and the local maintenance and set an appointment at 3pm on Friday. That day the pain started to be more significant!!! I reached home at about 3.15pm and Ah Sang the plumber was already waiting for me! He fixed the clogged drain just by using a mop!! Since he was already there, I asked him to fixed the flush, the leaking pipe and the fallen out sink! In 3 hours all were fixed and it has been months since those problems exist! Fruitfull week indeed!!

The whole day on Friday, I prayed and prayed that the period would only came after Iftar..In pain most of the time that day..and Alhamdulillah my fast lasted until Iftar. Tired and in pain I slept right after performing the magrib prayer and only to wake up at about 3.30am and still free of period!! I quickly rose to perform my Isyak prayer. And continued with terawikh, tahajjud and solat hajat..

I did the 12 rakaat solat Hajat and my prayers were for the Al Mighty to show me the way to tackle my pain and my infertility problem..I cried and cried..huh! What is new? Hemm...Deep inside my heart I have stopped hoping that I would become a mother someday! I really wished that the Al Mighty would give me strength and patient to deal with all HIS gifts to me!

After subuh prayer, I switched on the TV and turned to Astro Oasis and started with my baking project..While I was busy measuring the ingredients I heard the Ustazah was saying...

"Jangan berhenti berharap dgn Rahmat Allah, terus berdoa utk mendapatkan zuriat. Percayalah jika dikurniakan zuriat itu adalah anugerahNya, jika tidak juga adalah Anugerah dariNya. Hanya Dia yg tahu apa yg terbaik buat kita...Jangan berhenti berdoa dan berharap...."....

I had stopped doing anything at that time and stared at the TV... Allah Al Mighty! He listens to me... The tears started to fell down my cheeks!

I quickly recite the Istighfar and said to myself continue 'berharap' and 'berdoa'...Allah know the best! The show of the segment called "Khazanah dari Syurga". Ustazah Asni was teaching doa for childless couples from the Al Quran. The ayah is Surah Al Imran - the 89th verse...

Maksudnya:

Ketika itu Nabi Zakariya berdo'a kepada TuhanNya, katanya: "Wahai Tuhanku Kurnialah kepadaku dari sisiMu keturunan yang baik; sesungguhnya Engkau sentiasa Mendengar (menerima) do'a permohonan."

Keterangan ayat:

Al-Imam al-Samarqandi meriwayatkan bahawa Nabi Zakaria pernah merasakan baginda tidak akan mendapat zuriat sehinggalah baginda melihat anugerah Allah memberikan Mariam a.s. buah-buahan pada bukan musimnya.

Maka baginda meyakini bahawa Allah berkuasa mengurniakan anak kepadanya. Tambahan pula baginda memegang amanah menjaga kunci rumah Qurban yang diwarisi turun-temurun.

She also reminded us to always zikr with Allah's name; especiallly Ya Warith, Ya Wahab.....And for me, I am blessed, He always listens to me...Syukur Ya Alllah!

The One with Talian ALLAH.....sentiasa terbuka

Again, it has been a long time since the blog is updated....Let us start with some tazkirah that I got from email.............

Pernahkah Anda bayangkan bila pada saat kita berdoa, kita mendengar ini:

Terima kasih, Anda telah menghubungi Baitullah".

Tekan 1 untuk 'meminta'.
Tekan 2 untuk 'mengucap syukur'.
Tekan 3 untuk 'mengeluh'.
Tekan 4 untuk 'permintaan lainnya'."

Atau....

Bagaimana jika Malaikat memohon maaf seperti ini:

"Saat ini semua malaikat sedang membantu pelanggan lain. Tetaplah sabar menunggu. Panggilan Anda akan dijawab berdasarkan urutannya."

Atau, pernahkah Anda bayangkan bila pada saat berdoa, Anda mendapat respons seperti ini:

"Jika Anda ingin berbicara dengan Malaikat,

Tekan 1. Dengan Malaikat Mikail,
Tekan 2. Dengan malaikat lainnya,
Tekan 3. Jika Anda ingin mendengar sari tilawah saat Anda menunggu,
Tekan 4. "Untuk jawapan pertanyaan tentang hakikat syurga & neraka,silahkan tu nggu sampai Anda tiba di sini!!"

Atau mungkin juga Anda mendengar ini :
Sistem kami menunjukkan bahawa Anda telah satu kali menelefon hari ini.Silakan cuba lagi esok."
atau...
Pejabat ini ditutup pada hujung minggu. Sila hubungi semula pada hari Isnin selepas pukul 9 pagi."

Alhamdulillah. .. Allah SWT mengasihi kita, Anda dapat menelefon-Nya setiap saat!!!

Anda hanya perlu untuk memanggilnya bila-bila saja dan Dia mendengar anda..Kerana bila memanggil Allah,tidak akan pern ah mendapat talian sibuk. Allah menerima setiap panggilan dan mengetahui siapa pemanggilnya secara pribadi.

Ketika Anda memanggil-Nya, sila gunakan nombor utama ini: 24434
2 : solat Subuh
4 : solat Zuhur
4 : solat Asar
3 : solat Maghrib
4 : solat Isya
Atau untuk lebih sempurna dan lebih banyak afdhalnya, gunakan nombor ini : 28443483
2 : solat Subuh
8 : solat Dhuha
4 : solat Zuhur
4 : solat Asar
3 : solat Maghrib
4 : solat Isya
8 : Solat Tahajjud atau lainnya
3 : Solat Witir

Maklumat terperinci terdapat di Buku Telefon berjudul "Al Qur'anul Karim & Hadis Rasul". Talian terus , tanpa Operator tanpa Perantara, tanpa bil.. Nombor 24434 dan 28443483 ini memiliki jumlah talian hunting yang tak terhingga dan dibuka 24 jam sehari 7 hari seminggu 365 hari setahun!!!
Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W : "Barang siapa hafal tujuh kalimat, ia terpandang mulia di sisi Allah dan Malaikat serta diampuni dosa- dosanya walau sebanyak buih laut"

7 Kalimah ALLAH:

1. Mengucap "Bismillah" pada tiap-tiap hendak melakukan sesuatu.
2. Mengucap "Alhamdulillah" pada tiap-tiap selesai melakukan sesuatu.
3. Mengucap "Astaghfirullah" jika lidah terselip perkataan yang tidak patut.
4.. Mengucap "Insya-Allah" jika merencanakan berbuat sesuatu di hari esok.
5. Mengucap "La haula wala kuwwata illa billah" jika menghadapi sesuatu tak disukai dan tak diingini.
6. Mengucap "inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun" jika menghadapi dan menerima musibah.
7. Mengucap "La ilaha illa Allah Muhammad Rasulullah" sepanjang siang dan malam sehingga tak terpisah dari lidahnya.

Dari tafsir Hanafi, mudah-mudahan ingat, walau lambat-lambat. ..mudah- mudahan selalu, walau sambil lalu... mudah-mudahan jadi bisa, karena sudah biasa.