This posting was long overdue, it should be continuation from the post The much-awaited-doctor-appointment. Lets start the cerita ceriti about my 2nd IVF attempt.
Well actually when Prof said that I was in my 4th week, I was quite surprised since according to the calculation I made from the ivf calculator from this site : IVF Calculator I should be in my 6th week. That was actually the 1st sign saying that I am not pregnant!
The next day, Hubby called the hospital and when he called me, he said, 'Sabar byk2 yer M**, the blood test was negative...'. Surprisingly I did not cry, I just sigh and said, 'Ok. I'll be ok, nak buat macamana dah tak der rezeki...'. That was it..another failed attempt.
I could not remember when was exactly I actually cried and cried, but I did, not immediately but might be 2 or 3 days after that. It was during Ramadhan then..Prof did tell my husband that I had just to wait for the sac to 'keluar'! In other words wait for my period...
I have 3 more embryos in the freezer, the 2nd attempt should be my last, however since there are more embryos I will proceed for my last attempt. When? tengok budget dulu, but it should be in the 2nd quater this year, 2011.
Meanwhile I proceed to seek treatment from Mak Jah. She is quite confident that insyaAllah, ada rezeki nanti, because my eggs are okay and good. So try jerlah, I went to see her weekly, Mak Jah check perut and give jamu according to my condition.
In conclusion I think my big problem is my uterus, it is not healthy and that was why the baby cannot attached to my uterus. Surface of my uterus is not smooth according to the scope done by Prof before my 2nd attempt. So, my plan is to proceed treatment with Mak Jah and if does not materialised by Appril, I will proceed with the last attempt in May or Jun. I hope with Mak Jah's help the condition of my uterus will improve, InsyaAllah.
Till my next treatment.....
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